ahh..fungus and hist t'cher juz made my day today mann..
fungus did her bit thru e mlg whereas e latter had to pick me out of those at the table who were talkin..
aiyah,like i actually care..
stc jiu shi stc wat..confirm will give ppl bad impression..
i wld say its a blessin in disguise tat it doesnt give ppl e impression tat we r a sch with high abortion rates liao lah..
still kao bei kao bu..
after all the complaints,i nearly forgot wat i oso wanted to write><..
oh..ya..they r finally back..
bryan..
jeremy ..
and jovi..
^.^
after wat u had told me,im still tryin to deny and think tat its not possible..ohya,i wanna tell u sth regardin wat u told me..and oso show u sth..
actually got quite a few sms to show u>.
but anyway..on second thought,aint feelings now a very superficial thing?..
you could be likin someone now and not likin someone a few mins or a few days later..
tat's why i try and rather choose not to believe when someone ever tells me sth along tat line or dismiss it as a joke..
bsides,u have other gals in ur life whom u rarely talk to..and u only talk to me when u need help in sth>.<..
then again,i do always not pick up ur call?..
i wonder if i will ever muster up e courage to tell u tat im goin for 乌龟大赛..
< [P]ooh* [L]urver.
Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
12:56 AM
Monday, May 26, 2008
rahh..damn sad today lah..
my paper one writin's worse than last yr coz i had to kinda chiong e compo><..
then for paper two,in my whole life's history,i actually nv finish e paper..
im really very scared..
im really very sad..
wat if i get back my a2 then all my efforts wld hav been in vain esp when i hav to neglect eng..
most imptly,i wld hav drop for NOTHING..
then again,its god's will and tat i hav to resign to my fate-.^..
and to make things worse,i gt back my amaths mock result..
i JUZ passed..and tat feelin totally sucks..
and recently wat,i JUZ PASSED my english paper 2 mock by a mere half markT.T..
seriously how bad can things get and somehow i duno how to tell tis to my parents..
no doubt e emotions r overwhelming and e worries for my studies are overflowing..
but suddenly,i juz feel a sense of doom and dun wanna do anythin..
proof:was hanging around bukit timah area alone..
buying junk food,eating and juz listenin to music..
came back home.lunch.and slept till 6.30.dinner and tv+com till now..
can i stop e time runnin in my life for a while?juz for a while?..
i feel like i cant keep up with e pace of life anymore..i feel like im juz livin aimlessly..
ahh,and der's bio mock tis wed n thurs..and on fri,der's chem mock..
i dun quite intend to study..will read thru if got time ba..
coz serisly i dun see how i can squeeze in 40plus chaps in 3days or so..
< [P]ooh* [L]urver.
Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
4:31 AM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
ever had tis feelin tat serisly nobody can be trusted..
or perhaps all e ppl from tis particular grp or of tis particular thin can nv be trusted or are juz the same type of ppl with tat kind of same behaviour and attitude..
im experiencin tat now..
i regretted not listenin to u,agnes..
mayb im being too extremist myself and sterotyping tis grp of ppl and allowin myself to b part of e ppl being sterotyped..but all these seems too true to be ignored..
since when hav it being proven not to be too real?tat has nv happen,at least in my life..
in fact,things juz get worse each time when a similar incident happen and e cynicism?..it juz cant get reduced:/..
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rahh,it was a total waste of my time goin for e lit seminar thing..i had a hard time stayin awake and er,half of e time i cldnt understand wat e associate professor was talkin about..
its either my understanding of mds's too weak..
or his eng is too chim..
< [P]ooh* [L]urver.
Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
8:22 PM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
rahh..sian..
shit..still got 2 lit essays haven touched and many other maths..
i wonder if its only me or r der others who juz feel like givin up..
coz i hav no mu biao and noe not where to go or wat to choose aft o..
i used to hav it..but it got 'killed'..
< [P]ooh* [L]urver.
Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
4:54 AM
aiyah,was supposed to blog tis ystd..
but too tired then oso forgot to tag shersain's blog..
it really feels great chatting with someone again after not chatting with her for a few yrs le..
i wonder if its everyone too busy with their own lives or is it we dun give a damn bout each other..
be it e former or the latter,one thing for sure is that i can nv erase e memories of my days at pro-teach..
perhaps it aint the perfect student care..
perhaps the t'chers der aint the most wonderful one..
perhaps not every day that's spent there is a happy one..
but wateva happen der is part of my memory..
the most vivid memory of being in a co-ed environment is being at the student care..
being the only gal,among my frens,who came from an all-gals sch environment didnt feel weird..
i guess life wasnt bout being too self-conscious then..
but now,i feel scared of wat the future lies ahead of me..and if i can adapt to other new environment..ahh,why do i not hav such a prob much younger;/..
< [P]ooh* [L]urver.
Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
4:42 AM