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Friday, November 30, 2007

went for sis's student care family day..

n i was damnit ex pek..coz i dun feel lyk goin plus wat's goin on with my family mems esp mum..

anw..was pretty much dragged to go..n i nearly fell asleep durin e performance..

not tat it isnt entertainin..but rather,im too sleepy..

n she wet early to 'chop' place,supposedly for me n my dad..but more like,she only reserved a seat for my dad..

there were three chairs in tat row n when she saw me,she nv offer to take it down;so i rather zuo bu xiao zi n sit at e row behind them..n only after she was waitin till bored did she ask me if i wan sit there..

yucks,y wld i wan sit bside her..

hmm..muz think of a reason to chao church with them tis wkend..

i rather go with yh or anyone else la..

n i cant blieve tat there cld b two incidents tat remind me of u-.-..

lol,too lazy to write them here..

n i was hopin to end when e whole thing started..

i thought i told myself i dun wan attend such thin le..

ohya,sis got TSC star awards..

is for those student who r guai in studies n behaviour..

er,its.seriously.damn.unexpected.and.unbelievable.

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9:35 AM

played table tennis with jeanette..its fun..lol..
tho i feel damn noob arnd her..
she can play while chattin on e fone..
so she reached n we played tt..then played tennis or shld i said learn tennis..
n my tennis suck lah..e only thin i learn is how to hold e racket>.<..
so gave up,went back to my house n get xtra tennis balls n other stuff n can guan my house too..
then went down to play badminton,which im no good at it..
n bu zhi bu jue,talk bout e sci project..
hmm,perhaps coz tat patch of grass n e sunny side up egg..
then went back to play tt..since got air-con..
play till bout 2++..then went to get bubbletea n westmall to hav lunch,bought tibits n shopped around for present..n it was home sweet home..
lol,hands n legs doesnt seem suan now..

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6:27 AM

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

tis morn then realise got tt class..so had to prepare all my stuff in e morn n also tats y last min bfor goin out then parents dcided to meet me..
mx n jeanie went to do sth related to christmas cards,agnes went up to do admin n i was stuck in e office doin paper shreddin n updatin of data..
paper shreddin is nice when e machine doesnt get stuck lah..
then had lunch at tiong market n agnes got free lunch at spd..shiok lah she..
finally finished at 5.30..phew..
then went to take mrt,met parents n sis..ate dinner n went for tt class..
at first was alright..
n afterwards,was suppose to play with a boy younger my age..n ahh,i feel damn zi-bei..
playin with him is damn scary lah..i always end up pickin balls n kena hit by them n he uses a lot of strength..
n after playin tat game with him,legs feel as suan as e first time i went for class n hair was in a mess lah..
but i serisly very pei-fu ta..
hmm,duno if i shld go 2moro..wanna stay at home to hand in hw..*bit lips*..
y r der so many things im uncertain of..
y r der so many things i noe not wat to choose..

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When the voyage comes to an end;
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6:33 AM

Monday, November 26, 2007

did cip at spd today..
n i was early^-^..
but ahh,i feel damn bad over e ppc thing lah..
you yao save up le..
hmm,3 more sessions to go..
*yawn*..off to bed..2moro still needa get hw done..

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When the voyage comes to an end;
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9:23 AM

Saturday, November 24, 2007

i duno wat i wana do..
i regret goin..
i regret seein u..
u were forced n so wo shi wu nai..
ahh,wats e prob with me;y cant i tell jp earlier then i wld hav went earlier..
y muz my xin sui lai chao in nov n called her then to ask her..
nv did i think i had to return to curia..n now tat i went,i serisly regret..
i feel lost now;like theres sth missin..
when it seemed legion is really goin to close foreva,i really bu she de..(altho e curia pres said e curia officers will try to revive it)..
?!?!?!
tat kind of feelin..ahh,y m i experiencin it once more..
我感觉自己很懦夫；毕竟若我真的要的话，我是能再试多一次。
但我怕受伤。
i wanna try n open myself up to legion once more,but sumhow i cant do so..its lyk i feel it seems so superficial..
someone once ask me-will u die for god..i said ya..
so if ur willin to die for god,y is it u wont let urself suffer tis kind of pain when u noe dyin for god also means u hav to go thru pain..
if only someone or sth could juz show me wat to choose..or tell me wat to choose..
i admit,without you,i wont hav received abundant blessings..
but sometimes,i wonder,without you,will i not hav received so much tong ku as well..

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When the voyage comes to an end;
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9:31 AM

met jeanie at tp station..
then went to sji..
n we tried to delay time by buyin drinks and played scissors,paper stone at e stairs..
n guess wat,charles's pdm went in earlier tho they arrived at sji ltr than us lah..
n finally when we went in,e pres actually recognise me..
wth lah,norm i let my hair down n now i tie it u,they still can recognise me..
anw,e meetin was damn dotz..
be look bhin to hush e 2 of us talkin..n er,i was eatin sweets durin e meetin n jeanie keep nudgin me..
wahh,was only waitin for e end of e meetin..
then chiong to give e money,pass pro in eng e sweets for doro..
n then,pass jer e ppc..
lol,we met celest at e bus-stop;serisly damn surprised to see her there in tat dressin..
ohwell,saw aaron as well;after so long,managed to get to view the video..(he own me e video since e start of e yr lah)..
kinda bring back some memories..
went gashapon-ing,ate wanton..
after which,went to look for chad's present..n finally decided on e badges and more gashapon-ing..
by e time i reached home,it was alrdy at night le..n i was ex tired..
it seemed damnit funny lah;like im worn out both emotionally n physically or perhaps even sth more than tat..
rmbering e times when we went out after curia or bfor curia or when i had to chiong from one place to curia n to cat class,i wasnt tat tired tat i could knock out e moment i hit bed..
sth seems to b botherin me.i wan sort it out.but i noe not how.

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At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
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8:48 AM

friday..
was at home tryin to get hw done..
but ye,nv do finish in e end..
then had to chiong e cca gatherin thin in e night..
lol,end up settled to b on next sat..
after spd volunteer day..

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Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.

6:49 AM

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

went out with jeanie n jeanette..
spent e least among them..
n played with e gashapons^_^..
i think tat may b bcomin my new addiction lah..
ohya,took neos as well;)..
ahh..i wish i can juz stay longer n not go home lah..
but ohwell,had to chiong back for tt class..
n er,im aka housewife..n serisly,i even play like one..
"ni de cai lao hao le"..tat was one of e various comment i got durin tat class..
but its pretty much fun tho i had a hard time concentratin..

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When the voyage comes to an end;
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8:28 AM

Saturday, November 17, 2007

friday..
dad was on leave..so was dragged to go out..
went to eat after he fetched sis..
n then,went to rent movies n show..
hk drama-hearts of fencing<3
then went home to watch e show after which had to came out for dinner..
n my sis at first chose to sit opposite me,with my dad bside her..
the my mum wld hav to sit bside me..
so i told my sis to come n sit bside me..
n my mum ask me y..
n i muttered..coz i wan play with her..
n she didnt seem to hear it..n asked again..
n by then,i didnt bothered to reply..
aiyah,2moro there's mass..
another silence again..

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At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
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8:53 AM

wednesday..
had eng class..chad overslept n nv go..humph..
anw,i actually went there with yh,sat with her and came back with her..
didnt quite expect it tho..

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When the voyage comes to an end;
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8:50 AM

tuesday..
had tlsose anniversary lunch..was fun with chad goin crazy..n i won some prizes..
hmm,but i think i serisly aint worthy of e award-most hardworkin..
er,i think i aint lah..hardworkin at doin all sorts of things in class ba..
then chem class was nearly gonna doze off..a few times my stuff dropped coz i wasnt payin attention n then since it was left at e edge of e table,it juz dropped..

< [P]ooh* [L]urver.
Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.

6:04 AM

Monday, November 12, 2007

I.M.DEAD.BEAT.
met chad a lil late..went to bedok..n had a lil trouble findin PP..n havin to make our way from der..
jovy lah..muz hav flirt too much with gf..then again,tat's e one who's e most impt when in a relationship..
n felt kinda bad troublin him tho..
ohya,so called donkey..n i was real surprised tat he act cont talkin..i was doubtful if he wld talk..
went there..wasnt one of e extreme late ones..but felt a lil pai swee..jazlyn n mx left early..then sandra,chad,jeanette went cyclin..n a lot others went here n there too n then left me n bernice at e pit there..so ye..jovy came along..n it was e first time im seein him in real lifeXD.
then e rest came back..n i was pretty quiet..contemplatin if i shld make e first step to call n apologise..
oh..n then max came along..coz he said he wanted to c me?..which i dun quite blieve..more like they r juz bored..so they came..n then sandra took pics of me with them..n chad tried to take but failed..
n lol,jovi spotted e camera lights n quickly chao..
wth sandra lah..of all things go n take such a thing..
neway,THEY ARE JUZ DONKEY'S FRENS..n juz so happened,they were there meetin other ppl later..
finally,i decided to call but he nv pick up..
so in e end went down to play with e water at e beach..
n great oh great,someone was on my mind..
ohya,there was act a couple..havin sex in e water..er,n some stuff they did confirmed tat they were act havin sex in e water..
its damn gross lah..somemore,e waters r public..
then went back for a few times..
n finally,when we got back to get ready n pack up n stuff,i decided to call him..since tat time was much quieter..
then we talked for a while..apparently,my mum hav been doin another thing my back..
n its ironic tat she said tat she will only do such things n lemme noe bforhand..so where's e reasoning here?..more like,im knowin everythin afterhand..being e last one to noe..ur really e bEsT mum..
then after talkin..made our way home..
n we got lost..n were stranded at tat place for bout 30mins?..
aiyah,act,it wasnt such a bad idea takin jeanette's suggestion n campin overnight..it would b damn cool lah..perhaps,tat can b a way to die lah..
finally,with jovy's help,we managed to get to e underpass,out of ecp n yipee,e main road..
cab from there to eunos mrt..n took mrt all e way back to bb..then take bus..
kinda rmbed tat night..ye,tat night..
the cold silence has started and it will never end..
yucks,2moro still got chem class..erm,if u all r late 2moro,i think its coz of me..coz as long as dp's gonna t'ch chem for tat lesson,by hook or crook,u all will be late..

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Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.

7:29 AM

Saturday, November 10, 2007

trust me on sth..nv go out with yh to a place ur unsure of..
or else prepare to WALK..
we met late..so we were ex late for novena..n by e time we reach,we attend only bout 5 mins of novena..
then i didnt even stay for e final song coz juz too many memories..
so went to buy e novena book..
then we went to square 2 to get a drink n we nv gotta see ne disney characters:(
then we took mrt n by e time,we left there,it was bout 5+ and mass was att 5.30..and then when we reach bishan interchange,yh wasnt sure bout wat bus to take..n finally we boarded 52 and we were late halfway thru e journey..
she thought tat we had to get down this stop..(tat looks real wu lu)..n we happily get down..n guess wat,it was wrong stop..n we had to walk for bout 2 stops to get to e church..
n by e time,we reach there,we really shang qi bu jie xia qi..then from e place we sat,she cld see him,but i cldnt coz i too short le..n lol,yh's rciy frens r seated 2 rows in front of us..wth,wanted to see if yh needs specs..end up,wasted a trip there lah..
then after mass,those ppl spotted e 2 of us n was ex paiseh..n she wan e 2 of us to quickly chiong out of e church coz too paiseh le..
then took a bus to vivo..ate dinner..went to daiso to get e book stand..n then went pet shop..n finally,home sweet home..
lol,came back at a lil after ten..mum kao bei kao bu,say wat can of daughter m i..nv quickly go home when she's sick..
excuz me,then wat kind of mother r u then..
lol..but it was damn fun goin for mass n stuff like tis lah..except e reachin home part..thanks yh..
ahh rahh..gotta chiong to bed le..ex chao tired..

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Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.

10:36 AM

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

i noe it sounds very unbelievable..but it's serisly true lah..i was so sway to be caught in 5 jams..
e first jam was around yusok ishak sec
e second jam was aft ulu pandan
third one was around nan hua pri
fourth one was at going into e expressway
fifth one at alexandra tat area
its juz..one word..SWAY..
n when i woke up,i forgot to bring wallet,so had to go in again..
as such,i saw e bus drove by bfor my very eyes..
so decided to take e next bus tat came..
which was 8.22am le..
n then my whole bus journey was a pure disaster thanks to all e traffic jams..
FORGET IT!..then when e bus was turning into e interchange,i saw again,bfor my very eyes,e bus 65 juz drove by..
so had to wait for e next bus..
as such,by e time i boarded e next one and reached sch,it was close to 9.40..
how sway can i get..
n then e f-ing security guard stopped qiao qi coz of her sports shoes..n e whole commotion took bout 10++ mins..
by e time,it was over,we went on a hunt for e location..we went to sci labs but der was no one..
went to e exam homeroom n rifle range..but our efforts were futile..
n finally we saw kimberly n dayna did we managed to locate e place..
kns lah..
n talk bout humiliation..we explained we were late(using my reason)bcause we were trapped in 5 traffic jams..
n some ppl start laughin..
i noe i noe..its unbelivable(to those who laughed)..but i also didnt want such a thing to happen lah..
and so was damn malutating..n dp made e whole atmosphere worse..
n then,i saw tat kraft cheese(her name juz reminded me of kraft cheese so i came up with tis nick) seated right at e front..freaking t'cher's pet lah..
n then after chem class,went to e foyer with jeanie n chad n they all..then they left..after which,i went to go meet a fren..but before i go,ronnica was der n then she say"sylvia,u very sway to hav 5 traffic jams"..wth lah she..n so happen,she was with mika..so i purposely ignore ronnica,then said bye to mika n tell her to enjoy her talk..
then,went to chu's kitchen to look for serena n stayed back with her(ohya,venetia was der too)to wait for chu to t'ch us do some fortfolio..
so we waited and waited and waited..
after an hr,serena went to e canteen to buy tibits..then met mrs low n 1 more t'cher..
n finally,after meetin them,she called chu n guess wat..
chu was outside of sch..n was havin lunch..n she wld only be back 45mins ltr..
so she told us not to wait..
wth lah..she was suppose to come at bput 12.30++..yet at 1.41pm..she was nowhere to be seen..
then went back home n slept on e bus..
worn out by all tat has happened today..

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Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.

1:31 AM

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

ahh..2moro needa go sch in e morn for chem..
i.e.,i gotta wake up at 7.30am..oh crap lah..
i doubt if i can get up at tat time..
coz i hav been waking up these days..
from 10+ till 1?..
hmm..better hang arnd e com till 11plus tonight n then off to bed..
i dun wanna b too late..esp if it's dp..>.<..

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Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.

6:32 AM

Saturday, November 3, 2007

i did mention tat i was thinkin of goin for legion meetin ystd..
but finally,i didnt coz in e end,i went out with jer to accompany him to wait for his gf..
n at e same time,i managed to get a gift for mic tat i shared e price of it with qiaoqi..
screw him lah..made me wait again tho he said his mum was sendin me..so waited like an idiot..
after he finally came,we went to get michelle's present..then shopped around daiso..after which,went to see his gf..or shld i say support his gf by buyin stuff from her shop..
*i feel like a lightin deco at tat point of time*..somemore,e lightin der's alrdy damn good liao lor..freakin jovi lah,left e fone in dad's car..end up,i gotta go with jer..
after tat,bought lunch..$2 chilli hotdog from superdog^_^ n carrot juice..
then went to church..n i was in time;)..
yipee..last cat class of my life..
i hav been waitin for tis very day since s1..
now tat's finally arrive,i did felt a lil wierd..
it's like..it's like..
it came too fast..n i juz felt like re-winding..
n sean was bein damn idealistic lah..
he wanted to join warden or choir..
n said wan give gifts to e facilitators..
ohwell,i shant pollute an ino's mind..
ohya,e faciliatiors for my grp..gave us(of all things),they got us religious books..
-.-""..
then went for mass n novena with qiaoqi..
n some ppl were bein damn extra by comin to us all of a sudden n ask-u wan drinks..
norm,if i ask those ppl if i can get a drink from e vendin machine downstairs,i wld get a tongue-lashin..
n now,they r askin me if i wan a drink..
GREAT IRONY MANN!!..
n in fact,1 of those ppl is sittin bside me while i type tis post..lol,i guess who u noe those ppl are..

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At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.

9:44 PM

Friday, November 2, 2007

yipee..finally done up e other blog(check out my link to noe e other blog) tat has e blogskin tat i long for=bu neng shuo de mi mi..
gonna play like siao for a lil while more then cont doin heymath..
finally started on it..^_^..

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Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.

5:48 AM

Thursday, November 1, 2007

sometimes when u think of sth tat u wanna do..
it's best to really get down n do it..
or else when u intend to do e very thing tat u thought of,
things juz screw up in e process n u lost tat chance le..
..e above tat was mentioned juz happened to me..
i thought of dl n changin e blogskin to sth related to bu neng shuo de mi mi..
n when i wanted to go n dl e blogskin earlier on,
nothin appeared on e notepad of e blogskin tat i dl..
ohwell,all good things come to an end right..
guess e goodness i enjoyed today has came to an end in e night..
in e day,i was damn happy to hav met jin yi aka my buddy tat i had in p5..
she's doin damn well now n is in p5..lol,serisly didnt expect to see her lah..n she has long hair of her own(sth she has always long for ever since i knew her in p1)..
n also met ms ong,ex-student care t'cher when sandra n i left mac..
n last but not least,met tiffany..lol,she's still lao yang zi,juz as chor-lor..
hmm,really wonder how e branch looks like now..
perhaps,everyone tat's related to e centre has grown physically or changed a lil in character..
but one thin remains n tat is peggy lim is still as stingy as ever..
ohya,fyi,i aint referrin to peggy lim from my class..

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Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.

8:16 AM