went back to helping out for mass..and one phrase to describe it-pek chek..
i didnt quite expect things to turn out like this..
in the morn,went with chris to go get lukewarm water and gor-meh was nagging but i was listening to music so didnt listen nor care..
then go get table..thanks jazlyn,jeanette n peggy for ur help..
set up the table and realise the fresher hosts are missing and one of the cloth was missing..
and ye,we heck care or replaced it with something..
after laying the altar table,went for morning assembly..and then when i came back,i was thinking of sitting at the choir area so as to facilitate easier movement to pack up later..i.e. i had to join in the singing..
and guess wat,bear de mother(or is it bear de sister)said"...,yh and sylvia,come out,go ask dp for permission if you can sing coz she rejected some gals juz now"..
wth lah she..even her choir pres also diam..who is she to boss ppl around..n like who wanna sing with tat kind of *******..if not coz i had to help pack up and i dun wan sit in front,u gimme a million dollars,i also dun wan sit der..
then later,someone shua da pai lah..
i merely wanted to let him noe tat 1 of e cloth was missing and he ask me to go bring chair for him..
ehh..excuz me lah..i noe as someone who's young,i shld hav e due respect to bring you a chair..but since u r e one who wanted to view e video on ur own accord and even went down e stage to view it,so make it a point to bring ur own chair lah..think ppl jia pak bo dai ji zhuo ah..
n guess wat,during the mass,e guai kid was actually playin with e person bside her..GrEaT behaviour eh..n dp ki-siao start to zi-lian with little miss suck-up..
ohya,then lok-ness monster came to me n ask me did we put in 150 hosts coz der isnt enuf..
kns lah..hosts also not i count de..come n find me..
neway,i told her,e hosts r counted by e s2s..n then ltr,after mass,i kao bei to e s2s..
n apparently,gor-meh told one of them tat it was too much n ask her to took out some..
wat's her f-ing prob..everytime need to cause me to get scoldin in 1 way or another..n tis time,i serisly duno wat's up with ur mind de..
u r alrdy in tis line for like so many yrs..n aint u e one who ask us to add more hosts everytime..
n now u r f-ingly e one who tell e s2 gal to reduce it?..kns lah u..muz be too old till brain cant work le lah..go home n retire n gets ur ears deaf by e singin of ur relative..
f-ingly screw u lah..it's e 2nd time in e row tat u muz ruin my last day of sch le..n at least,i yet to roll eyes at u..or du lan hor..
then durin e celebrations..so tired tat i kept wakin up for a while n then fall back to sleep again..lol..so now,slept too much n cant get to sleep le..
er..tis post is ex vulgar as compared to e usual sylvia huh..i m juz uber pek lah..duno if i shld really helped out next yr..i thought i can go over it..but apparently,i cant..
< [P]ooh* [L]urver.
Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
11:08 AM
never thought that you will turn out to be such a person and never had it occured to me that you will do such a thing..
though i was fully aware that such things will end and that we are drifting apart,but i guess it is still pretty much a blow..
i find it very unfair..each time,you guys need to do this kind of thing to me when i am nearing an important examination..
he did it once..
and now,it's your turn..
i really wonder what have i done to get this..
is it coz of my hatred towards that person..
有缘千里来相会
无缘对面不识君
缘分是如此奥秒
但只能说彼此有缘无分
损了
断了
挽回与重逢再也不在我视线内
< [P]ooh* [L]urver.
Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
11:01 AM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
he msged me tis morn durin sch hrs..n i m seriously damn shocked..coz he's a damn bloody guai kid..
actually,it started with tis morn when i replied jer..then jer called but i nv pick up..coz i thought he press my no by accident..
neway,i called back n ya,we did chat for a lil while..n he was askin if i wanted to talk to donkey or jovi..n i was like..er,talk to them for while..
then we gua dian hua n i went to watch e movie i rented..when i went to check e fone again..i saw he msged me a "hi."..
he's damn queer..i seriously duno wat's his prob mann..
< [P]ooh* [L]urver.
Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
10:11 PM
talk to him ystd..duno y but in e end still picked up e fone call..
u finally noe y i nv pick up ur fone call..it's not coz i m busy..but it's coz i m kinda pissed n i needed some time to get away n cool off..
n after tat fone call,i feel so..hurt?..
it's like now i finally noe how much impt i m to u..
perhaps,u dun take me for granted(as wat u said)..
but i m so easily replacable huh?..
perhaps,i juz replaced e ivy in ur life..
guess,it's better for me to slowly pull out my feelings..i m juz very tired..
our dispute juz keep occurin more frequently..
can time juz standstill for a min or two..n let u think y is it u wana talk to me..n lemme think y is it i wanna talk to u..
is it juz a way of life..or is der sth far more deeper..
if it's a way of ur life of talkin to someone.. juz move on n find someone else then.. dun look back at me..
n neither do i wan to..
n i can frankly tell u..i admit,tat initially,talkin to u was tryin to get over e hurt from sam..but as time goes by,it has a far more special meanin..n i guess sumhow deep within me,i shi zhong dun wan lose it..
< [P]ooh* [L]urver.
Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
9:50 PM
couldnt really sleep last night tho i had a damn tired day..
guess coz e talk last night caused me to be awake instead..
it has been a while since i last talk to someone who can turn my sleepiness to hyperness..
perhaps,coz i was sharin with him wat happened in legion ba..
legion O legion..it has been 3 mths since e closure..
i really wonder if curia noes bout it or not..
hmm..n e thought of re-joinin it pops back to my mind every now n then..
arggghhh..juz realised der's another 13 more days to go for my chinese o..
but i juz feel too lazy to start studyin..i haven even rest enough yet lah:<..
i muz rest n play like siao today..then tonight,then chion chinese hw..or copy from someone 2moro..lol..
< [P]ooh* [L]urver.
Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
9:39 PM
shoppin and makin of IC^_^..it was fun..
i met jeanie in e morn to go make IC..and guess wat,my parents so nice tat they forgot to gave me e 10 dollars for e IC..so had to use my own money..
then went to borders while waiting for mx..sorry,for makin u all spend an hr der..
after which,lunch..n then shoppin for gifts and anime stuff..each of us spend loads today..but i feel that my money spent was worthwhile coz bought all e presents tat i intend to buy for..n it was a form of rest for me after e exams..
ohwell,gotta start savin up again..needa pay for my starhub line soon liao..
i guess i type till here liao..damn tired..*yawns*..
< [P]ooh* [L]urver.
Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
9:41 AM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
throughout tis whole period,i really hav a lot of beatiful memories tat u hav given to me..
n i really thankful n grateful for tat..
it has been 3 mths++..
n somehow,i juz feel tat we r driftin apart..
n e best part is..i m serisly unsure of my feelings towards u..
aiyah,you xian ru into another period of luan-ness..
u gave me a total of 12 missed calls..
n we nv talk at all for today..but..i like dun feel anythin..
peculiar huh..
< [P]ooh* [L]urver.
Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
8:27 AM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
If OnLy....
If only I could be born a year earlier..
I could have taken pure hist..
I wont have need to see a f-ing pres face..
If only I had chosen St Marg's
I would never thought of changing religion....
I will never be exposed to the cruel truth....
If only I hadnt chose my present school....
I wouldnt have known the hypocrisy in you all..
I need not do pure lit...
If only I hadnt join legion,
I wont have known the ugliness of this group. and religion...
I wouldnt have suffered the immense pain..
But of all things,I hope
Just that very hope
That I had been a year younger....
If only I were a year younger,
I would have been able to do History....
I would have had a happy ending with you....
lol,tis is actually e title of one of donkey's song lyrics..but wat he expresses in his song n wat i hav expressed here is very diff..
< [P]ooh* [L]urver.
Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
6:13 AM
Friday, October 12, 2007
finally change song liao..yipee..
donkey went back to legion on mon after wat happen to him..
but..
but....
i yet to pluck up e courage to do so....
wat happened to him was equally as traumatisin as e great negative impact it has on me..
yet..
yet....
y cant i not be able to hav tat courage to return to legion..
i guess i juz aint brave to do so..
but then again,i yet to lost touch with legion afterall,donkey will still ask me to say catena over e fone sometimes..lol..
i do feel like i wan to return to legion at times..but i scared of wat may befall me..in short,i juz dun wan be hurt once more..n ye,i m also cynical n disillusioned..
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Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
11:15 AM
hmm..close to bout a month since my last update..
n oh great,suddenly dun noe wat to blog..
er,i guess i'll blog bout my exams..
i noe i tis time sure gonna earn quite a bit..or will all e money tat i get from sci be cancel by other subs?..coz i bet all subs with diff ppl..
n i really think my handwritin is beyond cure liao..it's like e moment,my hand touches e pen n pens down e first word on e lines of e foolscap..e whole messy handwritin juz gets into me..n even today for lit,when i noe i got more leeway for time,it still juz occurs to me..
n tis spells trouble for my upcomin chinese exam..*teeth grittin*
n hmm..pretty worried for sci..esp bio..coz i was juz practically chiongin thru..no idea wat i m studyin at all..
ohwell,i gonna keep my fingers crossed for next week..n tryna work hard liao..lol..
< [P]ooh* [L]urver.
Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
8:00 AM