i really hav to sleep soon..but i guess i can spare time for tis post..
extremely happy when i manage to sign in to msn messenger..n i realise tat e prob tat made me cant go in is e time n date settings coz my yr was actually programmed to yr 2002..i felt so stupid lar..didnt know how it turn out tat way..
n i finally decided on my confirmation name..it will be shannon..was thinking of salome or salomea coz e meaning very nice but then sylvia already very hard to pronounce then if i add tis on..it will be harder to pronounce..then i was thinking of shana too..but e name looks a bit weird to me..was thinking of my friend's name-shaynna but then there would be no meaning liao..actually wanted shalom but solomon told me tat it's a boy's name so i gave up tat thought..agnes told me tat css got a boy named shannon..but my sis told me tat her level got 3 girls named shannon so i think it should be k though solomon think tat it may be a boy's name..butanyway,last time our class got a girl named shannon too..so finally decide on it le..n now i can change my name to sohxyss or S.S.S. le..
when i manage to get started on e msn messenger n wasnt even halfway through it..my dad came back n made me n my sis went out with parents for lunch..we went to beauty world centre n ate at some western-cum-vegeterian restaurant..
after ystd's lunch..i couldnt bear to eat pasta anymore..so my sis n i shared a pasta tat was 12.50..n looking at those numbers made my appetite go down..my dad ordered a plate of mee goreng..juz tat e spagetthi is used instead of e yellow noodles..n though it is called mee goreng..e whole thing turned out to be spagetthi in some tomato sauce..i ate one bite..but somehow it triggered my memory of ystd..n told my parents tat i was full n didnt wanna eat liao..
after tat..shopped around tat place for a while..n went back to continue doing my cca matters..
at 6 i think..went out again for dinner at bukit timah plaza n did shopping too..at least e food wasnt so bad..as in never trigger any memory..
then went back home to continue doing cca matters le..
aiyah..sigh..sch's going to start in 2 days time..sigh..i really dun know wat e future awaits me..but i really dun wanna go back to sch..hav to study n be busy again..hav to take o levels chinese exam..though it's comforting to know solomon will be taking it too..hav to face e people whom i dun wan to see..n when i go back to sch..i dun think i m going to patronize e western stall..
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At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
9:17 AM
Friday, December 29, 2006
gggrrrrrhhhhhh..my msn messenger cant go in..keep on giving me problems..qi si ren....
e msn messenger can be used on wed morn when mic came to my house..then at night cant use liao..so de cham..
i give up using msn liao..so let me blog bout wed n thurs ba..
thurs
mic came to my house at 9.30 then she went to use e internet n msn n i juz woke up so was quite blur..did stayed with her for a while n watched her use then later went to prepare to go out..we went to sch to got her books n my pe t-shirt..then we had to get e key from e office to enter e room where there r altar stuff..i really did not wanna go into e office coz e principal was there..but mic went in first so i had no choice to go in with her too..e principal saw me n asked wat combi hav i decided to do n i even greeted her e wrong timing..seeing e principal is bad enough..e vp n hod of humanities saw me n they thought i was looking for them..then we went to check if e cupboard got enough hosts or not..n if it's fresh..end up we hav to go to e carmelite there to get it from them..n we were drenched in e rain doing so..end up went home in e evening..also becoz they went with me to check out e prices of some choc in tiong..
fri
my dad was at home today..so i find it kinda hard leaving e home..but managed to do so..but my music ministry teacher did spoil my mood by sending me an sms n asking me do things..went with agnes to meet them at orchard mrt station..e whole atmosphere was pretty paiseh..agnes n i talk to each other then both of them chatted between each other..n i even ended up talking to mic for quite some time which piss off agnes..lunch was funny..ended up in an expensive place..n becoz of it..i seem to be having fear of pasta..(read more bout it in e next entry)..after lunch went seperate ways..agnes n i window-shopped while they went to HMV..now tat i m blogging bout it..i suddenly realise tat i did not do anything bout e sweet in my bag..i think it muz hav collected a lot of ants by now..lol..then met to watch e movie..we really nearly lose our way coz we ended up at e wrong level then had to take e lift one more time to get to e correct one..n e show ended late..it end at 6.20..i was freaking out in e mrt..wondering how to explain to my parents..then agnes joke n say tat i should tell them e real thing..but i know if i really tell them e truth..they will first come n kill me,then kill solomon n then agnes..n tat's not e end..they will make me drop all my ccas then i really cant even sneak out anymore..but i know i can never tell them e truth after e sms incident..keena lecture for an hr becoz of 1 sms lor..
reach home at 8..parents ask where i told them wat i had planned earlier on e mrt..bout e mrt ride..really soli agnes..didnt mean to hai u get down e wrong stop..i was too freaked out n so blur out liao..super soli..
though it is pretty scary towards e end..e part bout almost getting into trouble with my parents..but it's a day i will always remember..forever etched in my heart..really grateful n thank u to solomon n his friend..i think i next life will be indebted to him..lol..
i really regret inroducing agnes to mic n vice-versa..should hav learnt e lesson from jowena tat time..though they r both quite similar in character but then mic is feeling more down these few days until tonight then she is k..i think i really need to switch off my hp when i m going out with anyone le.. is it not possible to hav 2 best friends from 2 different school..i communicate with mic by calling n i communicate with agnes using msn..n when i see things happening to e people around me,i will feel scared tat it will happen to me again..
i guess i should hav told u on e night itself..but it's already in e morn..ur grandma will kill me if i call..n at tat point of time..i also did not know how to ask u..
maybe tat's y u gave me a weird feeling today..i told u how i felt in e end..
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At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
7:38 AM
Sunday, December 24, 2006
who can understand e pain i m going through right now..it's all my fault from e start..i m really scared things r going to turn out like wat happen between jyy n mic..n it seems to be coming to me..juz tat solomon is now palying matthew's role..agnes is jy's role n i m mic's role.rmbering e type of pain tat mic went through at tat very point of time..i feel very scared n angry..
scared becoz i dun wanna go through it like her..dun wanna lose e friendship with agnes..dun wanna end up feeling so hurt n painful each time she see matthew..
angry with myself for introducing them to each other,for allowing myself to get into such a sitaution.angry with agnes for choosing to go out with me n a boy instead of me alone..angry with agnes for like betraying me n keeping me in e dark..
i really never felt so bad before..i really dun know who to turn to..i should hav known earlier..
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Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
9:38 AM
yipee..my other old posts can be found on another blog..http://simplemewithasimplelife.blogspot.com..although there r some recent posts tat hav been gone..but e more impt ones r still there..so is not bad liao..hmm..i m really hoping tat i wont keena 4 and a half days of bad luck after sat's thing..overall,sat thing was not bad..coz hav friends around..n we went off earlier too..i guess i will juz blog till here..coz i guess i dun hav e mood to blog too..hav to edit my template lor..
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Follow the notes upon a journey;
At first sight marks one's destiny;
When the voyage comes to an end;
Return lies within hasty keys.
8:10 AM